Lost in Work Space

Lost at work, how so, how can this be? It's Monday, I know where I am. Yep sitting here at my desk surrounded by other work stations, yep I am at work. I know I am here, the phone rings, I answer "blah blah good morning this is Darren" there it rang again! Something about parking so I divert them to the right team. So as I was saying before I was interrupted by the phone, I know I am here, at work, it's Monday yet I feel a real dislocation from the reality that is Monday morning at work. I feel this dislocation more than just on Monday mornings. It's becoming something of a pattern, every single day. It's the work I do that makes it dislocated I think. I speak to and answer questions from people who I don't really know, dont really see (except on the odd photo). It's not only that kinda dislocation it's a real shift from what makes me tick, makes me feel like I am doing - not just doing to survive but really doing. You know when you are doing, it's a total shift, like seamless in its being. That's wordy but thats what it's like for me when I am doing work that is engaging, challenging, creative and even helpful to others. The moments all fit together, there is some kind of harmony that takes you forward, there is none of this dislocation that fills the morning's work.